Can have all the wealth and power,

Everything sweet, but yet sour,

Can have as many friends as I need,

Can own millions of types of weed,

Can have whatever type of drink,

But it makes me sit down and think,

Everythings not enough, just reminiscing,

Bout all the things in life that im missing

Missing too many people,

Cant wait for my lifes sequel,

To meet everyone over again,

And to never lose another friend,

Cant believe that life is lonely,

Trust is for myself only,

Mostly everyone i loved is gone,

Shouldnt created a good bond,

Sticks and stones can break bones apart,

but memories is what breaks my heart,

Missing two thirds of my heart and mind,

One i will see again, one i cant find,

Hope is what has me believe they are okay,

And thats why I carry on each and every day

I wish life was like it was at the beginning of the school year, now i just dont know what to do

lilly91flowers:

true shit..lmao reblogged btw for people reading off facebook

• I’m tired of losing friends.
• I’m tired of fighting.
• I’m tired of being lied to.
• I’m tired of drama.
• I’m tired of crying.
• I’m tired of never being happy.
• I’m tired of trying so hard, and have it be one sided.
• I’m tired of being bitter.
• I’m tired of being used.
• I’m tired of not sleeping.
• I’m tired of missing people.
• I’m tired of hiding my feelings.
• I’m tired of missing you.
• I’m tired of trying.
• I’m tired of being tired.

Trying to ignore and run from my problems,

But either way cant anybody solve them,

Thought i can ignore it til it went away,

But its even harder early in the day,

My sports gets my mind to ease,

But when i get home i fall to my knees,

Not literally but just an exaggeration,

And pain is becoming a sensation,

No im not a emo little person,

Its just im getting used to the hurting

Pain lets you know your alive,

But get through it with motive and strive,

Happiness would be dull without pain,

So no regrets, just strive to gain

First day in a while i felt like this,

Learning that ignorance actually is bliss,

Thought a lot of shit happened as me as the bad guy,

But now i see the mutuality and makes me just sigh,

Knowing that I will get stronger through time,

But No Pain, No Gain so prepare for some grime,

Lifes not easy, but its something we gotta keep alive,

Whether your taken, or left without a bride,

Nothings a handout to any person youll meet,

So earn what you want by becoming elite,

Thats what imma do to get back to my feet,

Never falling again, never gonna see defeat,

But everyday is similar but different,

So make sure to get some type belligerant,

Live life like theres no end,

looking forward and not back at what used to be friends,

Just starting to comprehend lifes definition,

Living life to the fullest my decision,

But then when i finally grow old and die,

Itll be another new beginning, so i spread my wings and fly